island girl

BabyButterfly08

song for the day...

HERE WITHOUT YOU
by 3 doors down

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that i saw your pretty face,
A thousand lies have made me colder,
And I don't think I can look at this the same,
And all the miles that separate,
They disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face.

CHORUS:
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind,
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time,
I'm here without you baby,
But you're still with me in my dreams,
And tonight it's only you and me.

The miles just keep rolling as the people leave their way to say hello,
I've heard this life is overrated, but I hope that it goes better as we go,

CHORUS
BRIDGE:
Everything I know,
And everywhere I go,
It gets hard but it won't take away my love,
And when the last one falls,
When it's all said and done, it gets hard to live, don't take away my love

CHORUS
FADE

hmmmm. why would this be my song for the day?? Well number one is that It got stucked on my head while we're cruising along the long roads, that song suddenly plays and then... poooof! LAST SONG SYNDROME!!!!

BabyButterfly08

There are words that are meaningful...
There are words that are pointless...
 and there are words that hurt....

i guess it's a bit crazy on how things we say matters to people. How a single word could mean so much, how it could affect your emotions and could even ruin your entire day. Maybe that's the reason why I'm scared of talking, one false move and your gone. Just like on dates, "talk about yourself"... there's always a BUT to that, cause you have to be careful on what you say and open up because it may actually damage your whole date! lol. I'm talking in circles aren't i??

Well anyway. I slept through the day today, and I liked it. I feel relaxed. One lazy day...yay! Maybe i'll go and try to sleep now.... Big Day tomorrow!! )))

BabyButterfly08

currently sick???

getting allergies worse! I can feel it!!!

stupid HEAT! argh!!!

okay, going to try and get some more sleep now. nyt. 

BabyButterfly08

Just right after I put the phone down everything went dark.
Yes, after one year of deciding not to freak out of being absolutely single for a long long time this is the day that I.. YES.. absolutely broke down.. I felt sorry for myself and I felt alone...
I shed a tear.. sometimes i wish it wasn't more than that, but it was. I cried, and this time there's nothing but just my pillows to give me comfort.

But i think it's much better if we just laugh it off, don't you think? Thinking of it won't do any better and trying to solve it will just make it worse. I know that it's crazy talk, sometimes it's just really scary inside my head. It won't be me if it wasn't, better live with it.

I guess this is the day that I wish I was a drunkard!! Drunk, high and doesn't really care at the moment. (no offense) Never thought that school would get into my head this bad. I'm getting pressured. Soon, I'm going to finish and then what would happen next? Who knows right??? Sometimes I even surprise myself on the decisions that I make. There are days that I don't even know that I have it in me. It's just that I don't believe in myself that much...

I think I'm just going to get myself drowned in movies tonight, anyone out there who wants to talk with me or join me is most welcome. 

Don't worry about me, it's all in a days work. I'm going to be fine it's just a matter of time.

Be safe!

BabyButterfly08

It's one cloudy day...

Slept very late (actually early in the morning) and woke up around past lunch time. Great!! It wasn't the day that I thought it would be. I slept very late because I was studying for an exam, and a good friend of mine was kind enough to keep me company 'til morning, well actually until i fell asleep, lol. I was supposed to be having an exam but fortunately I learned it was cancelled so i got to rest more. And around 7 i went out to see my friends for pizza which was nice.

Now i think I'm off to bed. I'm really feeling tired.

look, it's morning.

BabyButterfly08

Golden Post Productions - NAKS! presents...

"The Editor" (trailer)

from the upcoming comedy horror shortfilm,
"The Editor" a students project in Directing 201 under Celso Ad Castillo.

produced by Golden Post Productions

Giselle Bacalla
Issy Camat
Jamie Dumancas
Michael Canino
MARS Majarucon

BabyButterfly08

Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will.

BabyButterfly08

One trip to the cemetery coming up!

I know it's crowdy... but what the heck I always look forward on going to the cemetery on UNDAS (oct 31 - nov 1). Knowing that I would be spending time with my cousins which i don't get to see much anymore. As usual, we brought with us the fondu(okay don't know the spelling) and had some hotdogs and squidballs while eating under the stars. As usual as the adults talk about the upcoming elections, my cousins and I catch things up and by the time we run out of things to say we all just put our attention to the two little ones, who's supposed to be asleep but still wide awake.

"...there is someone, walking behind you, watching your footsteps..." remember that song? It's the one from final destination, it gives me the creeps. lol. Well anyway. Happy Halloween people!!!